Editor's note: First Person is a new series of personal essays exploring identity and personal points of view that shape who we are. The first contributor is Cara Reedy, a senior administrative assistant for CNN Money.
It's 1 a.m. and your standing in the kitchen, no lights, just the glare of the refrigerator staring back at you. Your eyes are searching for the perfect combination to feed your addiction and all of a sudden, the pantry calls.
A Massachusetts woman is in custody after three infants' bodies were found in a filthy, infested Blackstome home Thursday, two weeks after four other children living there were taken into state custody.